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Lamenting

by Kearsarge

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1.
Seclusion 03:26
Aligned with the sights before my eyes To find them would be worth it Gonna go away, a secret place I'm calling you to see if you wanna come with me I usually do this solo But I miss you so So happy no one answered Still sleeping with my back turned The call of bluer skies The fault of all the lies I'm aligned with the sights before my eyes To find them would be worth it Gonna go away, a secret place I'm calling you to see if you wanna come with me I usually do this solo But I miss you so If I could build A home on an isalnd Get away from The death of a country And a world that takes our opinions Throws them right to the sea We sold our emotions Turned them to postcards You'll never get too far Not with a cold heart
2.
Libido 03:49
(Need someone to hold) Girls don't wanna hear that I'm a mess Yeah they wanna see some confidence Not somebody on the fence It's hard to get past unbalanced chemicals I think at long last Words are coming together now I hope they make some sense Please make some sense 23-years-old, I've got no libido Committed to myself I don't wanna drag you in It's all just hear or say This fucking game we play But I need someone to show me the way I don't like to complain It's all embodiment of pain Maybe some fame, or soft rain Will ease the fear of life 23-years-old, I've got no libido Committed to myself I don't wanna drag you in It's all just hear or say This fucking game we play But I need someone to show me the way
3.
Prayer 03:21
If I told you How often I picture my death You would tell me It's all in my head There's a pistol in my backpack And it's calling my name Never pull the trigger But it runs through my brain There are too many days I pray For the ocean to swallow me whole To eliminate the view Of a life that feels surreal Too many days I pray I'm a sinking boat On a lake of long lost hope I'll see you on the other side I know it gets better It'll have to get better There are too many days I pray For the ocean to swallow me whole To eliminate the view Of a life that feels surreal Too many days I pray For the ocean to swallow me whole To eliminate the view Of a life that feels surreal I'm a sinking boat On a lake of long lost hope There's a pistol in my backpack And it's calling my name Never pull the trigger But it runs through my brain There are too many days I pray For the ocean to swallow me whole To eliminate the view Of a life that feels surreal
4.
Winter 03:26
There's something about summer That keeps me in my head And I've seen that You're never really who you're supposed to be You're only ever who you want to be I've seen every side of my life Through a smoky sky When the fall comes I'm barely alive And the songs that I write will hardly suffice I'm over being nice Come the winter my spirits will rise And misfortune won't be on my mind Cycle through time There's something about summer That keeps me in my head And I've seen that You're never really who you're supposed to be You're only ever who you want to be I've seen every side of my life Through a smoky sky When the fall comes I'm barely alive And the songs that I write will hardly suffice I'm over being nice Come the winter my spirits will rise And misfortune won't be on my mind Cycle through time In the springtime there's a second chance A chance to be a man A chance to change who I am
5.
Lamenting 02:22
Don't you talk to me I'll play you for a fool And I won't say I'd ever do A thing to you No I'd never lay A hand on you But I won't be there for you When you need me I'm too scared of myself To say I'd ever love another soul A gentle hug A hand to hold Told you once before I'm trouble Lies spun up a web of sorrow To trap my prey I'll eat another day My arachnid ways Keep me in my place Don't you talk to me I'll play you for a fool And I won't say I'd ever do A thing to you No I'd never lay A hand on you But I won't be there for you When you need me I'm too scared of myself To say I'd ever love another soul A gentle hug A hand to hold

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released October 1, 2018

All music written, recorded, performed, and produced by Austin Haltermann.

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